twenty-one

I lost me.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | 4:54 PM

I don't even have the energy to be happy.

Okay, I seriously don't understand him. He says he's easier to get dulan with me now because in the past, he tahan too much of my nonsense already. So now, every little things that I do, he tends to get fed up.

Like wtf ? I really don't understand. We're drifting apart. We keep telling ourselves it's because it's been a long time since we met up. Come on, I think it's just an excuse.

You say, I always don't listen to your words. I did. Don't say it's just this two days. Last time? Yes I admit I was stuborn, in fact very stubborn. But as always, I'll listen to you in the end. Only for some matters that I strictly follow my own rules.

I text you today telling you how I lost the feeling of love. It's true, I've been loving you for so long, I actually forgot how it feels to love someone. In simpler words, I feel numb. Not in a way to say that I don't love you anymore, but in a way to say I don't know how to love a person anymore.

You may not understand what I'm writing. But I know how I feel. I feel just so bloody sad, to think about the past of how we're stick together like a pair of twins. People always say we're sweet together. But what happen now?

Is it my fault? Okay let's just take it as my fault then. Since I did the most wrongs in this relationship. I know very well what I did.

I don't wish to type so much here. I'm sorry I'm such a lousy girlfriend. You can continue to be angry at every little things that I do. Sorry. ):

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