I lost me.



Monday, August 31, 2009 | 10:52 PM
People changes through time. I've seen enough.

Been neglecting my blog. Well at least I came back to write a few sentences. Right?? :D :D

Byebye I love Marcus Ang. <3



Friday, August 28, 2009 | 9:05 PM
Once upon a time in my life, I found someone who could turn my world around.

Busy this WHOLE WEEK. Hahaha, I'm busy with the balloon thing. LOL, I WANT TO BE A BALLOONIST WHEN I GROW UP. :D

So .. from today onwards, my schedule will be packed. Super packed. I'll be busy studying, busy for my "Every Thursday Volunteer @ Rainbow Centre" thing with Yuxiang and SoonHuat, busy with NPCC.

I'll hardly have enough time for Baby and friends. ):

Oh yea, catch me tmr @ Orchard :D I'll be there all the way till 10PM. Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D



Friday, August 21, 2009 | 5:49 PM
2ND POST TODAY :D



All this songs are quite old already, you can hear it if you want. ^^

Didn't go for NPCC today as I'm not feeling well. HAHAHA. Went home and called Baby, then went to sleep for two hours. SHIOK AHHHHH. Then dontknow which teacher from NPCC called, and interupted my sleep. Wth. ):

I was dreaming of myself playing dotA and hugging one baby. The baby is only a few months old, and he's effing adorable. I kept on kissing the baby in the dream whenever he cried. Hahaha, LOL. XD Btw, I'm learning dotA. :D Desmond, Liyang and LiangHao was supposed to teach me but they dontknow fly go where liao. D; I miss them.

Then .. can't go back to sleep, so went to on computer and watch some videos. & Now I'm munching on my Apollo Choco Biscuit and having my apple juice home-made. O.O just recieved a call and it was from Hayden. Then Marcus picked up the call. So talked to Baby for awhile. He's such a joker. Idiotic idiot. :D

Now I'm going to bathe. Baby says he can smell me from 433. ): I love you! :D




| 10:31 AM
In computer lab now :D

Hahaha, now is 10:32. :D In computer lab having English lesson. Super sian sia. Yesterday I went for CIP with my class to Rainbow Centre (a school for children who needs special care) at Yishun Street 61.

The children were all so adorable, I swear.

Everyone was talking about whacking them or so, but when we saw how adorable they are .. we don't have the heart to do it.

I had great fun playing with them, although they don't really listen. There was a boy who kept on crying, and out of a sudden, he grabbed my hand and cried (even louder). Hahaha, it really did touched my heart to actually see a small kid crying in front of me.

Me, Yuxiang and SoonHuat are planning to go back to Rainbow Centre to be volunteers. :D On every thursday HEHEHE :D

Anyone cares to join us?????? Posting again at night. BYE.

YUXIANG IS AN IDIOT :D :D :D BECAUSE HE BEHIND ME NOW HAHAHA :D :D



Thursday, August 20, 2009 | 12:38 PM
Sorting it out.

Planning to go back to Blogger.com Hahaha. :D

I love Marcus Ang Shao Jie. <3



Tuesday, August 18, 2009 | 8:46 PM
Came back to say,

You fucking bitch. I just don't understand why you will hate me SO MUCH when you don't even know me. Just what is the fucking problem with you I really don't understand. You think you're the Queen of the world and everyone have to listen to you.

Well, you're wrong. They listen to you because you're unreasonable. They doesn't want to mess with a bitch like you. Because they're tired of hearing you saying you hating a person every few days.

You always change a person to hate on. You think no ones hates you? That's because they're not so boliao to always find one person to hate on. They've got peace in their mind. Not like yours, whose mind always think of revenge. Not even giving a thought to those around you, or your so-called those that you LOVE.

If you truly love them, you won't make things difficult for them. You're just making everyone's life miserable.

Such a hypocrite. You should be an actress. You can act like you're very very good with that person and all. But inside your heart it's hatred you found. Rolling your eyes and laughing till your stomach hurts is always what you do.

Look into the mirror and roll your eyes or laugh till your stomach hurts. Go ahead and laugh at yourself. Unreasonable girl.

Some people just don't deserve respect at all.

NOT. A. SINGLE. BIT.

One big piece of advice, stop this habit of hating people that you don't know, or those that your friends ill-speak of in front of you. It'll come around and hit you hard.

Motha fucker. -'-



Wednesday, August 12, 2009 | 10:38 PM
Currently moving on to
http://www.addiction.onsugar.com
I will leave this blog open to the public though, will still blog in here if I've got the time. :)
Leave a comment on addiction.onsugar.com please. I won't reply comments here anymore, unless I've got the time.
BYE/. ^^



Monday, August 10, 2009 | 9:31 PM






Pissed Off.
Just how many offences do you want to have in just a short 1 Month's time??????? I can't believe it. I've never waited so long for a guy before. Never ever, and I thought I wont even have to.

Today, you just proved me wrong. I know it's not wrong to wait for you. But two hours is just too much. Damnit, do you know how fucking pissed I am now? Very very okay. Damn you. Damn you. Damn you. Please keep your promises the next time.

Okay fine I shouldn't be angry. AHHHHHHH ! D;

Today me and Clare kena ps, by many many people. Was supposed to meet Donovan, Darren and Jerad. But what was those three little pigs doing? SLEEPING WHEN THEY SAID THEY WILL MEET ME AT 3.

Then, DESMOND HO WEITONG broke his promise! He said he will confirm with me but in the end he didn't!!!! Damn.

And I waited for one idiot for like 2 AND HALF HOURS?! Comeon, why is the world turning upside down? It used to be the guys waiting for girls. But now it's girls waiting for guys! Wtf.

Humph. Pissed off man. -'-



Sunday, August 9, 2009 | 7:20 PM

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today marks the 44th birthday of Singapore, my homeland. WAHAHAHA SO HAPPY LOLLLLLL.

Did any of your watch the NDP on TV? The parade so nice right !! Walau eh, so jealous bodoh. ): When I grow up, I want to be in the Police Force ! :D

Nothing to post about already. Meeting Donovan and Darren tomorrow. Yay! I'm still waiting for Desmond and co. to be free. Wtf, I miss them truckloads. I miss Liting, Joanne, Desmond, Liyang, Lianghao, Annabelle, HuiEarm and many more. Walau.

Can you all be free ?!?!?!?!?! )':

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE, ME LOVE YOU MANY MANY :D




Saturday, August 8, 2009 | 11:03 PM

Tampines for today. With Marcus, Siewchin, Joycelyn, Limfei, Hayden, Darren and TeMing. :D

It's fun. But halfway through, Joycelyn and Limfei went home already. Then left the few of us walking around the three different shopping malls.

Movie with cliques around 610, while Siewchin went shopping by herself. Ended around 8 plus, over to 433 next. Slacked till 10, then went home. :D

I MISS DESMOND HO WEI TONG, KO LIYANG AND KHO LIANGHAO !!!!!! ROAAAAAAR !!!!

When can I meet you all? ):



Friday, August 7, 2009 | 10:00 PM
I want you to know, witheverythingIwon'tletthisgo.

Outing with dearest girls Siewchin & Joycelyn tomorrow. Along with boyfr and others. Looking forward to it. :)

Went home after school today, slept till 430 because of Baby la! Keep on calling me. Roar! Then bathed, meet sunshines at 433. Over to street soccer court at Point there. Stayed till 9 plus. Home at 10. ^^

I miss Marcus already.



Wednesday, August 5, 2009 | 9:56 PM
LOL. :D

Passerbys, don't come my blog if you don't like me, don't want to see my face blablabla. It's none of your business if you don't like me y'know. It's your business. That's funny, the way you come my blog just to spam me.

Oh yea, Happy Belated One Monthsary to dearest Marcus. :) Just want to tell you, thank you for always being there.

Although you're still not the best boyfriend I have (HAHAHA) but still, I love you more than any others out there. You're always with me, we see each other practically everyday. I just feels happy enough to see you, even for those mere 30 mins or so. At least I get to see you, right ????? ^^ I won't forget those times when we talk to each other on phone till we both fell asleep, the times when we just look blankly at each other, saying I love you repeatly like idiots, the times when you would just talk to me in your funny voice, making me laugh uncontrollably. You're always there to make me smile, and I feel lucky to have you because I know you won't be like some bastards out there who don't know anything about love, betraying their girlfriends.

It's only the first month, but there'll be more to come, it's not me or you now. It's us. :) I'm sorry I don't know how to really express myself. But I tried my best. Haha.

So, Happy One Month Marcus. I love you, and will always do.



Tuesday, August 4, 2009 | 4:01 PM
Mentally Retarded.

Dear spammer, don't be such a retarded asshole and come to my blog and kpkb so much. If you don't like me, then why the fuck do you still come to my blog and tag those nonsense. It's pure stupidity, don't make my toes laugh.

Come on, your tags and all, is seriously lame. I was an idiot to even care about all your tags on Saturday, to think of it, why should I even be affected.

You're just a nobody to me. Do I even know a no-name dog? I'm sorry, but I don't know any dog who's name is called "." I've known nicer dog names.

.: dont say until you sibei stress like that leh ? act one kelian? lol . your M offend too many people

My reply: It's true, I'm stress. Asking me whether I'm acting kelian? Don't be dumb. It's none of your fucking business. M offended too many people? So what, issit even your business? He's my boyfriend. Not yours.

.: liao bobian . say until yourself so pathetic . in the first place you are . go kill yourself if you cant take it . you're hated all over tha world. stead with your m very daisai right ? now you have no more friends liao . good luck to you hor buangbu .

My reply: Kill myself over your tags? Your thinking is so damn naive man. I wont kill myself over a FACELESS DOG. &, what makes you think I'm hated over the world? True, I have friends in other countries, but I'm utterly sorry to say that I'm not hated by them. And don't make me laugh, I have no more friends? Oh please, I think you're the one who needs more friends.

.: to MarcusA : dun step lah . you are so useless . your girlfriend sibei buang .

My reply: Don't be an idiot and say he's useless. You're more useless then him. You don't even dare to put the name your parents give you. Why? Issit because they named you faceless dog? Or bloody prostitute? Or issit some kind of name that you can't show out that you have no choice but to write your name as '.' ? I never said I'm pretty in the first place. &, so what if my looks doesn't suit you? It's none of your bloody business.

.: to hayden : whads with dhe sacarcism ? you're just a nobody with no rights to talk .

My reply: Hah! Hayden is not a nobody with no rights to talk over here in MY blog. You're the one who's unwelcomed here. And you're also the one with no rights to talk.

.: to Samion : dulan so what ? come and get me lah ? lololol .

My reply: Don't be such a boliao kid, please.

Kay, replied all already. That stupid spammer is really useless. Have some self-respect please.



Saturday, August 1, 2009 | 11:01 AM
I just realised something.

I found out that .. those spammers and those people who're spreading rumours, wants to see me go down, and never pick myself up again.

Well, they got their goals.

I still havent been talking to my parents, whenever they hear my voice, they just kup the call. We see each other, we don't even say a word. It's not that I never try to talk to them, they just won't reply me.

Relatives saying that if my grandparents die, it's my fault. So, my fault again. Everything's my fault. I just don't understand why.

My friends, it's very complicated. 433 slackers, yes, we were once a big group. Now, it's been seperated into two groups. One part stayed in 433, another part stayed in another side of Hougang.

My good friends there wants us to go back to 433. I know and I will. So now, it's our fault. Because we never understand your feelings. I'm sorry my boyfr took away H from you guys. I'll make sure we won't change him, no matter what.

Spammers coming into my blog right after me and M got tgt. I can take this in the beginning, I can take it if M's there. Till now, there are still people spamming. It's been a month already, aren't you guys bored? Why must you all torture me like this.

Why must you people go around telling others things that I didn't do. Why must you people accuse me. Why must you people come my blog spam when I did nothing to you. Hate me for all you like.

You people send me crashing down, you guys won. White flags up, I take a step back.

I surrender. I have no trust in myself anymore. Thank you.

Tag's reply.
Samion: You didn't.
Pb: Your english sucks. Correct them please.
Hayden: Fuck care them.
BANKAI: Hello. :)






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