I lost me.



Friday, July 31, 2009 | 9:30 PM
Finally. :)

Finally I have time to be online. ^^

Tuesday, went tuition with Baby and co. Me and Baby was like late for one hour. -.-

Wednesday, off to Baby's house. Hayden and Darren were there. I think? Cant remember.

Thursday, out with Joycelyn, Jiankuo, Elton, Ahbear and one more person. (secret) ^^ Then went to meet Baby. Saw Hayden, Darren and Beuford.

Today, went for CCA. Met Baby after CCA.

Nothing much to post liao, boring.

Tag's Reply.
Xiaojie Korkor: Hahaha, okokay. Sorry for not meeting you on your birthday.
Michelle: Hello Michelle, lovelove. :)
Teng: Thank you cute. :D
Suhk: HELLO ! :D
Karen: HELLO KAREN ! :D
Serene: Your awhile is very long leh Aunty.
Samion: YOU NEVER GIVE ME YOUR PSW !!!!!!!! :@
lol: Think so, haha. But it's a picture when he's tgt with his ex girlfr. :)
Yuxiang: Later tag you back la okay? Hahaha.
Hayden: Hello Hayden. ^^
Pb: Anything you want to say now. I dont give a damn. Yea, you can spam all you want. The most I can do is shoot you back. So now I've decided not to shoot you back liao, waste of my time only. Thanks for coming to my blog anyway, deeply appreciated. Next time you come and spam, rmb click on my Nuffnangs okay. Thanks alot! :)
Hayden: Nowadays sleep early ma. Hahaha.
Emilyn: They boliao, we dont pei them boliao la. Lovelovelovelove you too sist!
Eugene: Lame la.
Samion: Lol.
Xiaojie Korkor: Okay korkor. Loves.



Monday, July 27, 2009 | 9:13 PM
Knowing that you'll always be mine.

Walked around Serangoon early in the morning just to find panadols with Marcus bestie. In the end, we both late. Hahaha.
Then .. some stupid things happen. Dont want to talk about it. Went for counselling .. for two hours leh! Omg, normally I go is always one hour, but this time round it's two hours.
Because it concerns my life HAHAHA. Anyway .. I liek to go counselling, can skip classes. :D
School's over damn fast. Went to find Baby and Hayden outside my school. Was surprised that Marcus bestie was there too.
Walked over to find godson. Yesterday he complain, then today me and Baby go find him liao. Efficient right? xD
Went home around 6 plus. Home at 7. Love Baby many many.

Tag's Reply
Randolph: Linked you already. ^^
Passer: I didn't say I was pretty. & whatever name I call myself is totally none of your business. If you're so free to come my blog and tag unwanted comments, you might as well click on my Nuffnang ads and help me earn some money. It's a good deed and I'll even love you in return.
Hayden: Dontknow him leh, maybe? Hahaha.
MarcusA: Baby, don't care him. He like come my blog listen to my songs ma.
Teng: Nicely said, cute. :)
Samion: Hahaha okay. Aiya don't care him.
"MarcusA" : Why copy others? Have some sense of originality, dont be a copymeow or copydog.
Ivan: Hello! Hahaha. :)
MarcusA: LOL :D
Yingtiang: Haha, thank you! :)



Sunday, July 26, 2009 | 7:52 PM
I am nothing without you.
(Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, but I mean those words.)

I saw the sad part of Baby today, and my heart couldn't find any way to make myself happy anymore. I'm a failure girlfriend because I can't make him happy when he's sad, while he always could crack up some jokes just to make me smile.

So .. my life's in a mess now. I still ain't able to talk to my parents yet. It's already the fourth day. Will it accumulate to one week? Then one month to one year, followed by ten years?

How can I take this, please God, I'm just a teen. Not some experienced and matured old lady. I'll still make mistakes, but why ain't I given a second chance. Answer: I've used up too many second chances that they've given me.

Anyway, went tuition today with Baby, Hayden and Clare. Piang eh, is total slacking okay. Not even studying because the teacher doesn't even care about us!

&&, I'm still waiting for SERENE WOON BEI CHUN to send me my picture, or else my blog will be pictureless. Wtf.
I want you to know with everything, I won't let this go.
This words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know.
'Cause I'll bleed out my heart to show that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did, so I won't let this go.
'Cause it's true, I'm nothing without you.
Tag's Reply
Hayden: Yea, secret. HOT HOT HOT!! XD
Samion: You didn't give me your psw, how to help you change. Hahaha.
Randolph: You're Ryan's brother right .. ? Hahaha, okay. ^^ Last long with your girlfriend okay!
Emilyn: Love die you too, sister.
Desmond: HEYHEYHEY, HAHAHA. SHE CHANGE BECAUSE OF ME LAAAAA !! Hahaha, see you soon kay DESMOND HO WEI TONG :D :D



Saturday, July 25, 2009 | 8:41 PM
Okay, finally it's done.

As said above, my new blogskin is finally done and there's no problem with it anymore. Hahaha. Thank you Hayden for helping me with my blog yesterday. I swear my mood's adding problem to my headache.

Stayed at home the whole day today. There's a reason of course.

Hayden went Clare's house today, along with MarcusL and Samion. It's been a long time since I last saw my godson Hilary. Me and Baby must really take out some of our precious time to visit him!

Hilary's damn cute lor, he says that when he grow up he wants to sell cheese fries. Hahaha, I love this godson of mine more then any others I have. :)

Then .. Baby and me was like sleeping the whole day? Woke up around 5 plus by Yuancheong's call. Then I couldn't sleep back anymore. I was dreaming you know .. I dreamt that I went to Heaven.

Like, is it a sign that I'll be dying earlier than I expect? Confusing uh. O.o

I want to talk to my parents so badly .. I miss those times.

Tag's Reply.
Emilyn: Sist, I think you never told me when's your birthday. Haha, meetup soon & I'll give you a belated gift. Promise promise. :)
Desmond: Yea I know, you told me she wished Joanne before. Hahaha, she changed alot. & I'm so happy! Hope she'll have time to meet us soon.
Jolene: Love you J.
Anthony: Hahaha, you're welcome. :)



Friday, July 24, 2009 | 11:07 PM
Givan's blog currently have some problems...and she's tired.....thus....she will update it next time....Don't worry...it'll be changed soon...so....must keep checking ah!

Hayden is here postingxD



| 10:50 PM
Say hi to my new blogskin. :D

Been searching for blogskins for a long time .. Finally found one. But I guess I'm gonna change into another skin soon. Don't really like this skin. Hahaha.

Anyway .. yesterday was at 433 all the while. Hayden treat me eat fishball noodles and many many more. Thanks Hayden. :)

Baby fetched me home afterthat, standard routine. :D

Went for NPCC today, I'm so proud of myself okay. Had fun today, because it's all about games. I was busy teaching this new SecOne kid. His name is Shan in short. Cute lil small size guy. Wahaha.

Pictures tomorrow. So stay tune! ^^

Tag's Reply
Desmond: Omg Desmond I miss you!! Send Liting home then me how?? Hahaha, meetup soon okay! Then we shall talk about all the things that we've missed. Love you lots. :)
MarcusA: Kay, I'm oh-so-touched. Love you many many.
Weikiat: Going well .. ? Hahaha, how about yours? It's been a year since we've last met.
AhBen: I've got your number, but my phone's consficated. So will contact you abit later kay? Love ya bro. :)
Hayden: Yo TangYuan!
Emilyn: Sister! Meetup soon k, when you free?
Hayden: I'm fine I'm fine!! Hahaha, aren't you already talking to me in MSN? Hahaha!



Wednesday, July 22, 2009 | 6:21 PM
Whenever I think about you,

Back to post. ^^

Saturday, Hayden and Baby came over to my house till 4 plus and they went off to catch a movie.

Sunday, went AMK for tuition with Baby and Hayden till 4. Bedok next for Granny's house. Love my family, lots.

Monday, school. Baby and Hayden was outside waiting. Cabbed over Baby's house next while Hayden go Clare's house.

Tuesday, school day again. Met Clare in Mall arnd 5 plus. Bought our stuffs and off to 433. 433 is a happy family again. :D Baby, Hayden, Clare and me went off to AMK around 630. Home sweet home @ 10 plus.

Today, nothing much. ^^ Off to 433 after school. Hayden and Baby was there already. Waited for the rest to come. Michelle came down first, followed by Ian. Then Samion came. But only for awhile.

Saw Jesse, missed the past. He couldn't rmb me anymore. But nvm, he's only a 3 year old anyway. -.-

Then .. Baby's friends came over. Darren and Beuford (?). Hahaha, then Donovan (Baby's friend) came also. Over to Baby's house with them and Hayden too.

Baby and his friends were playing mahjong. While me and Hayden was talking in Baby's room. Hayden sent me home after that, as Baby was still playing mahjong. -.-

AND NOW, I'M TALKING TO HAYDEN ON MSN! :D

People please tag more. ^^



Friday, July 17, 2009 | 7:26 PM
The way you make my world go round.

I'm finally back into blogging, again! :D I promise I'll post as much as I can .. but mainly because I'm home late and I don't wish to go online anymore.

&&, I saw my blogs alot spammers. Hahaha, some is Baby's friends. Lol, got one is unknown guy. Nevermind, I wont give a damn. WAHAHAHA :D

This few days, been to many places. Have been hopping around Serangoon and Hougang mainly. With days in AngMoKio for my tuition lessons.

433 yesterday, but no one went down. Hais. Problems are always nagging in my head, in fact, it's me who can't keep those problems off my mind.

Tomorrow is Saturday. The day I dreaded most. I made a decision, but I just can't resist the temptation to re-think about the decision I made.

My class people mostly wants me to go. While my outside school's friends leave me to make my own decision.

Damn it.

O.O, I just saw Gary's tag. Okay let me tell you this now. Those post are like so damn long ago. Please look at the dates TYVM. It's not as if I still love Yuancheong or whatever. Come on, think practically. I'm not leaving those posts there for memories sake, and it's not as if I dont want to remove it.

But because I'm leaving them there to disappear by themselves. Can't you see by the dates in my posts, that I havent been posting for quite some time? I havent got the time to even go into blogger and edit them.

I'm not blaming those spammers, neither is Hayden acting as if he wants to jio them one on one or whatever. PLEASE BE MORE UNDERSTANDING. TYVM. ^^

Others : Get a life.



Sunday, July 12, 2009 | 6:58 PM
Just one last time ;

Yuancheong, I won't be there to make you cry anymore.(: Takecare of yourself, & meetup soon. We'll remain as friends, won't we? ^^

Let's welcome my new boyfriend Mr. Marcus Ang Shao Jie! Clapclaps* Hahaha, after a very very long relationship with someone .. I've finally break free and found another guy. What am I man, I'm such a failure in love.

Kay let's not talk about the past anymore. I will heartbreak one leh. ): So people, STOP ASKING ME ABOUT YUANCHEONG. GET IT ??????? Or I shall hack you into many many pieces and eat you up. ROAAAAAAAAR !

Been spending everyday with Baby, Hayden and other 433 people. :D I've been seeing that idiot everyday, even on Sunday! Aww, Baby ar baby. One day you see me till you bored how ? D;

Can't upload my pictures because phone is consficated. Kay random. I don't know what to blog about already. Byebye people.

PLEASE TAG AND CLICK ON MY NUFFNANGS PLEASE. I WILL LOVE YOU ALL, SUNSHINES. ^^

PS/ My private blog has been updated. The only one who knows this blog, please go see it.

Inside, I'm screaming I love you.
Tags' Reply.
Kay, I'm lazy to reply so many tags. It's really too much for me to reply. O.O But tag more k? I'll be replying new ones. ^^ Lastly, I love Marcus Ang.



Saturday, July 11, 2009 | 10:02 PM
Your opinion sucks big time,

Came back to post because of one unknown person in my blog by the name of "improvements". Aren't you proud, improvements?

Firstly, i dont know where he rebonded his hair. & yea, I know his hair is long, thanks for the compliment. He would deeply appreciate it.

Very fugly? Your house business la. Tell me for what? As if I can do anything to his hair to make it look nicer.

And, you want him to cut his hair shorter, just for you? Who are you to him man, why must he cut just to make you feel happier. He's living for himself. Not for a loser who like you.

Say he's ugly? Well, you're not much better. FYI, he's not my boyfriend anymore. Thank you. You're welcome too! [:

Will have a proper post tmr. Fuck all losers in the world.



Wednesday, July 1, 2009 | 9:25 AM
*EDITED.

Through Thick & Thin.

Kay, currently in school lab now.It's 9:28 now! Hahaha,

Been spending my nights with Hayden, MarcusA and Clare nowadays. :D

Teacher told me he saw me and my boyfriend during June hols, and when I told him we broke up just two days ago, he was quite shock. Yea, 16 months of love gone. HAHAHA.

Erm, MANDY CHNG. YOU VERY GOOD LEH. My cousin don't want me liao. *inside seret* :D

Kay, I don't know what to post now. Ohoh, Aloysius is singing right now. LOL, he say he is singing for someone. Don't know the "someone" is who lor. HOR ALOYSIUS LIM ?????

MARCUS ANG SHAO JIE, TODAY, I WANT 2000 SHEEPS OVER THE RAINBOW.

Kay, this is the edited part. HAHAHA, went 433 right after school with Clare. Hayden arrived next, with MarcusA. After like 10 mins, I went home. Okay, it's really early. I swear!

Then .. MarcusA came. He said Hayden they all forced him to come with me. ZZ, you can don't come one you know. They didn't use a knife and point it at you. :D

Walked home with him because he don't take buses. Retarded ass.

& bloody hell, I actually took around half an hour just to reach home. Because of that idiot la, so aunty. Keep nag nag nag. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Erm, then after 5 mins, I was at my Aunt's house which is just the block which I asked him to stand and don't move. Oh yea, he really didn't move. When I went down again to go my Aunt's house, he's still there.

Yea I know what you readers are thinking, he's really a retard. Went up to my Aunt's house to collect my form, then down again.

I though he left already, but I got a scare when someone called my name. Then I saw him, again. He's such a pest. I swear. :D :D :D

Walked him to the bus stop and we saw EUGENE. Hahaha, wanted to meet him. LOL, MarcusA don't say this out to anyone okay. Only you and me knows. :D

Then MarcusA got his illness back. He tranformed into a very naggy Aunty. And we waited 10 mins or so just to flag one stupid cab for him.

Went home after that and yea, mood totally changed. I really want to find myself something that will make me happy. But I can't. And I don't know why.

So MarcusA, you must count 2000 sheeps for me tonight or I cry for you see tomorrow. Okay?????

Tag's Reply
Donovan: Hahaha, okay Daddy see you soon. Miss you real many many.
Eugene: You going MIA? HAHAHAH, WHY?????????
Jolene: Must wait till next hols then can see you le. SAD.
Samion: Okok lor. Not bad. HAHAHAHA.
Hayden: LOL. YEA LOR!! HAHAHAHA, LOVE YOU MANY MANY UH TANGYUAN! :D
Emilyn: Sisterrrrrrr. :D Me love you too.
MarcusL: You're welcome you know, Bestie. :D
Mandy: YOU AR! Next time stay longer okay! Hahaha, miss you loads cousin. :D Love you too!
WK: Hello, long time no see too. One year le? Hahaha. Takecare, bro.
Desmond: DESMOND HO! MY GOOD-EST FRIEND!!! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ROCK: Hello, you're?
Donovan: Hello too daddy! Love you. <3
MarcusL: Even if you made the wrong choice, we'll always be there supporting you. But ofc, we'll give you advice first.
Xiaomei: Haha, okay.
Hayden: Because you're my TangYuan! Lalalala, love you,
Zuen: Hello back to you too, Valentine!
Samion: Hahaha, okay.
MarcusA: YOU'RE A DUMB IDIOT.
Jolene: Okay lor. Haha.
Mandy: YEA! Mad at my house again. Hahaha. :D
Jolene: Okay.
Samion: Don't hais.
YuanCheong: I miss you too. ):
Desmond: I now reply liao lor, hahaha. Super miss you la.
Samantha: POP POP POP POP!
MarcusA: Oh, a pig is saying hello to me! :D
Hayden: Okay! I promise! :D
Mandy: Hehehe :D
Samion: Erm .. okay.
Tengteng: Hahaha, I where got cute. .__.
XiaoPink: Meimei, relinked. :D
Russell: Korkor, relinked. :D Don't so excited, haha. Miss you.
Jesslyn: Yea lor, after the holiday end. Hais. I must really find time and meet you up le. :D
MarcusL: Why the sad face and tell me tag? Anything come tell me please.
Tengteng: Really? Lol, okay so what's the something. .___.






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