I lost me.



Thursday, April 30, 2009 | 11:12 PM






I'm so bored now! I want eat sweets! ):



| 9:44 PM
I'm so bloody pissed now. Don't do anything to make me angry, or your balls will drop.

There're just too many lamers in this world, why not they just go bang the wall and die? Why keep disiao others make other ppl angry at them? So lame.

Was supposed to meet Francis after school today, but he got something on. So I went 433 with Aloy, Jiankuo.

Saw Jakor there, he's back view like girl's! :D Hair so bloody long. -.- & Jakor, don't sad already okay. Everything will be fine again. ^^ Remember, all you can do now is cry or pray. Pray hard, I'll pray for you too.[:

Played with Jesse and China, usual things. Jakor is a bad guy, keep bully me.):

There's something that pissing me off now. No, I should say many things. Why must my patience level be so high? I shall see how long I can tahan those idiots. Now I got two problems to solve.

Don't make me angry, I've not been really angry for a long time. I won't know what I'll do. Try me.



Wednesday, April 29, 2009 | 9:09 PM
Why, we became like this.

Nothing much to blog uh. Feel so sleepy nowadays. School > 433 > Donovan & friends > 433 > Home.



So many things happen today, quarrel again with Yuancheong. Shan't say so much, no use already.

Shall reply tags then.(:

Mandy: Love you cousin.

Clare: :D

JiaHao: Love ya. <3

Wk: We did rmb? To AMK Hub. Long time no see you le uh, not coming back school?

Siewchin: Miss you too!!

Clarissa: Thank you.

MingYang: Haha, finally ar.

Yuxiang: Smilesmile ar![:

Samion: Haha, ^^

Samantha: How you?

Hayden: Yo! You too okay. Jyjy.

Elton: Told you it's long! :D

JiaHao: Yea lor best sis <3

YingHong: WAH NO NEED SPAM ONE RIGHT. T.T SO BADDDD !

Henry: You too ar! Don't playplay liao. :D :D

Clare: So good of you.

Donovan: Haha! Who ask you so "CLEVER" to believe me. Lalala, love you daddy.

Eunice: Yea he very naughty. Haha.

Yuxiang: Bleah, what can you do~~~?

Eugene: Ofc la, so long ago you know. Hahaha.

Jiankuo: Haha thank you thank you! No la I not pretty, many girls more pretty.^^

Zhanhwee: Haha, takecare.[:

JiaHao: Thank you ar Best sis! :D

Siewchin: You so high for what! Haha!! I will stress. T.T

Joycelyn: Tell you go 433 you don't want.):
Hayden: Added ^^ I today emo ma.
Eugene: Haha, thanks.

* Yesterday's post, but i forget click the "publish post" button. -.- So never post at all...



Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | 8:27 PM
I ain't myself

Kay, just a brief post before I get really busy. Went 433 today, saw Sydney! Jesse didn't come down, sad.): But nevermind, Sydney is equally cute! I love them man. Muackmuack. <3

Went home around 530 again, reached home at 6++. Quarrelled with Yuancheong, a bigbig one. Sorry, all my fault man. But I just can't change, yes you gave me time, lots of time. All I can say is sorry.

Hais, a big headache. I hope I can pass all my exams so people will stop looking down on me.



Monday, April 27, 2009 | 8:42 PM
Second post - I feel so good.














Me and MingYang. ^^
Idiot cannot see his face. Next time take picture hor, take carefully la!




Woke up at 430 in the morning and called Donovan Daddy. Was supposed to meet him at Serangoon Mac, in the end I realised I don't know how to go. Kns.

So I went to study, and slept for 15 minutes, before I fully wake up and went to bathe. Bused to 107 and reached there around 645? Saw Daddy, Darren, Jerad and one more guy waiting for me there already.

Waited for Clare to come and blaaa, went to school together after parting with the guys. Had English exam, was quite okay la. The only problem was that I kept on sleeping, causing myself not to have enough time for my PaperTwo.

Went on to find Jerad and Donovan after school. The two guys so big shot man, make me and Clare wait for 2 hours. So good of them right. Haha. Bused to Hougang Ave1, watched them play basketball and blablabla.

I want to go 433, but Donovan and Jerad don't allow. I was like so sad, I can't see Jesse.): I love that toddler man. Gonna give birth to a baby so cute like him in the future. Oh yea, talking about giving birth to babies, I told Donovan Daddy that I'm pregnant.

Haha, and he's so stupid to believe me. That's the reason Jerad say you're stupid, dumb papa.

I love the life I'm having right now, love you guys. Jiayous for MYE's ! <3



| 8:08 PM
The Truth

Tagged by ShiPei xingan to do this Quiz ! (I tell you ar, this quiz bloody long.-.-)

1.Real name : Givan Lim Jiayan.
2. Nickname : Jifan.
3. Star sign : Libra.
4. Male or female : Female.
5. Primary School : Yio Chu Kang Primary School.
6. Secondary School : Serangoon Garden Secondary School.
7. JC/Poly : Nanyang Poly.
8. Hair color : Black, with abit of natural brown.
9. Long or short : Quite long.
10. Loud or Quiet : I can be loud if I want to, if I'm quiet, it means I don't even want to open my mouth.
11. Sweats or Jeans : None.
12. Phone or Camera : Phone.
13. Health freak : Yes. I eat apple almost everyday if my mummy buys it.
14. Drink or Smoke? : Smoke.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Don't know.
16. Eat or Drink : Eat.
17. Piercings : Yes.
18. Tattoos : No.

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : Yes.
20. Been in a relationship : Yea.
21. Been in a car accident : Lol, no.
22. Been in a fist fight : With my brother?

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing : Ear.
24. First best friend : I forgot his name.
25. First award : The don't know what award lor.
26. First crush : Shaun Lim Fang Zhi. ( I still can rmb the name okay. :P)
28. First vacation : China.

LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to : Jerad korkor.
30. Last person you texted : Butter! (Yiwei)
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Mandy and brother.
32. Last food you ate : Ice-cream.
33. Last movie you watched : What's that movie called again? I forgot.
34. Last song you listened to : Kiss me on the phone.
35. Last thing you bought : Ice-cream.
36. Last person you hugged : Can't remember.

FAVES:
37. Food : Japanese food.
38. Drinks : Plain water!
39. Clothing : Any kind.
40. Books : I love you & you love me.
41. Song : Too many to say.
42. Flower : I don't like flowers. -.-
43. Colors : Simple will do.
44. Movies : Comedies, romance.
45. Phrase : You think you very cute ar?
46. Subjects : English, I rock in English! :D
47. [] Kissed in the snow
48. [x] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50. [x] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [x] Came out of the closet
53. [x] Gotten pregnant
54. [] Had an abortion
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broke a promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] Pretended to be happy
59. [x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [x] Pretended to be sick
61. [x] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [x] Ran a mile ( tired la deyy!=.=]
65. [x] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [x] Stay single the whole year .

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating : Nothing.
68. Drinking : My own saliva.
69. I'm about ton : No.
70. Listening to : Nothing, I don't like to get myself distracted when I'm doing quizzes.
71. Plans for tomorrow : Do my best in exams.
72. Waiting for : Tomorrow.

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids? : Yes.
74. Want to get married? : Yes.
75. Careers in mind : Hair-cutter.
76. Lips or eyes : Both.
77. Shorter or taller? : Shorter.
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both.
80. Sensitive or loud : Loud.
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant : Troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
83. Lost glasses/contacts : Knn, I don't know how to wear contacts.
84. Ran away from home : almost, parents caught me in time. wtf. -.-
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : my fingers are guns when I play "counter strike" with my brother.
86. Killed somebody : Yea, in dota. :D :D :D
87. Broken someone's heart : Of course.
88. Been arrested : Yes.
89. Cried when someone died : Of course. You won't cry your problem la.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : Yes.
91. Miracles : Yes.
92. Love at first sight : Yes.
93. Heaven : Yes.
94. Santa Claus : No, I grow up already.[:
95. Sex on the first date : Yes, why not?
96. Kiss on the first date : Yes, it's kinda normal in the States.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : I'm super happy.
99.Do you believe in God? : I believe, but I also believe in Buddhism.
100.This is the 100th and last :Question : Do you feel empty ? : No.

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

-Donovan Daddy.
-Darren Botak. (HAHAHA!)
-Jerad Brother.
-Jeron Brother.
-Clare.
-Joycelyn.
-Elton.
-SiewChin.
-Shayne.
-Wilson.
-Aiya, anyone also can do, no need exactly 10 one right? Idiot. -.-



Sunday, April 26, 2009 | 9:13 PM
Fourth Post - Tag's Reply.

Daddy: Yea, I'm there for you too.
Darren: LALALA your head. Haha. Thanks for the tag.^^
Jolene: WHERE ARE YOU GOING ?! You want to leave me alone uh? So bad of you. Don't do anything foolish okay.):
JiaHao: Best sis, you too okay. Drink more water. <3
Siewchin: You call me la, I very busy one ma. Haha.
Teng: But it doesn't sound nice, haha. Discuss tmr? ^^
Joycelyn: You add oil too! Loves;
Samantha: Muacks.
ShiPei: Kay, will de.
Clarissa: Haha, Yuancheong also like your husband. But i don't like. :P i like his songs only.
JiaHao: Thank you.
Jafna: I will de, see you around in school.[:
Eunice: Linked girl, love you!
Shipei: Haha, kay I tmr do. <3
Lisa: Jie ain't prety, will stay happy. ^^
Joanna: Where got emo, haha.
Daddy: Love you la papa.
Darren: You everytime say want kill me. I complain to Daddy then you know ar. Bleahs. :P
Mandy: Ofc I rmb la, haha. You everytime hols will come my house. Haha! Love you!! :D



| 9:00 PM
Third Post - YAY !!!



Yay, Clare and Jerad together already. Credits, ME!! :D

Korkor you promise de hor, have stead liao won't ps me one. Or I'll kill you! And don't bully her, or I'll make sure you now no hair, next time also won't have hair. :P :P

Hais, last long lor you two. Jerad and Clare.[:

I have a secret, but I can't tell anyone. Aw, don't sad okay people. For now, I just want to have fun.^^

Daddy, don't sad already. You're superman remember? Then I'm superman's daughter. WAHAHA! :D



So don't emo liao hor Donovan. Say eeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D :D :D



| 8:25 PM
Second post - I'm back.

Kay, I'm back from dinner. Went Ave5 just now. The prawns sucks. -'-

I'm here to write a post about BUTTER.

Butter is a very good ingredient, you can cook it with prawns or you may choose to spread it on bread. Good and healthy breakfast.[:

Okay, if he sees this he's sure gonna get bloody angry with me. Just wanna say thank you for being there for me, and saying that you'll never leave me alone when I'm down. You're a very nice guy.

Butter is my future boyfr. Bye people. <3



| 4:56 PM
Run Baby Run! You're mine.[:

I feel so happy now. People i'm not sad anymore. YAY! I AM SO HAPPY I AM SO HAPPY~~~~

Last night, called Jolene, urghh, she gave me a scare, a very bad scare. T.T Later i'll try calling her again.

Last night, Joy's dad called me. Saying thay Joy disappeared?! LOL, I'm wondering where she'll go to sia. She's not the type that will run away from home.. Hais.

Everyone went crazy yesterday. All want give me heart attack right. :/

Talked to AngJunwei on phone till I sleep. -.- 6 plus I woke up and the phone is still there. T.T Hanged, and went back to sleep.

Woke up at 1230 because my mum wants me to have lunch already. Why must people have lunch at 12 plus ar? Cant let the person sleep finish then eat meh? T.T

Later i'm going out to have dinner with my family. Shall post again later ba. Bye peeps. I love !@#$%%^. Muacks.



Saturday, April 25, 2009 | 10:02 PM
THIRD POST - JOLENE PLEASE DON'T GO.

I'm so stress, Jolene wants to leave. She's not going overseas, not MIA, but she wants to leave. And the doomsday is tmr ! Fuck this.

Crazy girl, why do this to yourself? Right? You're a nice girl you know. Why make this decision. Please do not do the worst. I'm not prepared. I want you to be my good friend forever. Remember? We're good friends.

You still have your family, your friends to think about. What about me and Donovan? You said you have no face to face Donovan. But this is reality! Jolene, please don't do foolish things.

I don't want to lose another friend. Last year, I lost my best sister, Amelia. Now, you? No, you're not suppose to do this to me. Please, don't go to Heaven. It's nice, but not now. You said I'm silly, I can't go with you.

But if you really do go, I won't know what I'll do.

I will call you tonight. Make sure you pick up my call. If you were to ever disappear from this surface of Earth, I'll hate you forever. I swear.



| 7:49 PM
Second post - How do you see Love?

Pearlyn jiejie! I miss her, long time no see and contact le.):


Me and Clare in Mac that time. I think we're waiting for AngJunwei? O.o




LAST YEAR'S PICTURES. :D






I love her! :D






Haha, I took those pictures last year with Mandy BB Cousin.(: I still rmb is in the middle of the night lor! Where everyone is sleeping, but we just came back from Mac.^^
Oh yea, and if I'm not wrong, I think I first saw AngJunwei on that night where all these pictures is taken also.
Surprisingly, AngJunwei is my senior in my primary school. But we never really know each other. But he knows my friend uh. o.o
We went to Genting on the same day too last year. And came back on the same day. Stayed at the same storey also, but we didn't even notice each other! LOL!
Then then, we saw each other at Mac's. As usual, we don't even give a damn about each other. HAHAHA.
Okay, but now, he's my good friend. Be honoured I'm writing about you okay. I hardly write about anyone de hor.(:



| 7:18 PM
He said, "I'll be there forever." She said, "Sorry baby, there's no forever."

I'm so easily tired nowadays. Sleep, sleep, sleep, and sleep. And I'm getting hungry almost everytime. Know why? Because of Donovan daddy la! He only know how to think of food. Haha. :D

Daddy is so emo today lor. He didn't chat much on phone. Guess he wants some time alone. Hais, sorry as your nuer I can't do anything.): Cheerup kay daddy. Love you. <3

And Jolene, where are you going? Why you MIA? Please don't go away. No one will pei me bully Daddy anymore. You said you'll be there rmb? Hais. You tell me to be a good girl and all.

But nevermind, be happy wherever you are now. Will keep you inside my heart too. <3

Everyone's leaving. I'm going to be alone now. Yuancheong where are you? I want to hear your voice so much yesterday that I couldn't sleep. Talked to Daddy and Clare on phone till I was so tired, I went to sleep.

It's been so long since we talked on phone already. For weeks, I guess. Everytime you'll be busy, and I'll have school the next day. Hais. Leave a Saturday or Friday night for me? Please? ):

Maybe post later. Bye people. & Yuancheong, I LOVE YOU.



Friday, April 24, 2009 | 11:00 PM
Third Post - Tag's Reply.

Alden: Thank you. See you soon.
-LInx3: Haha.(:
Jerad: WAHHHH. :D
Clare: You're bad in the first place. Everytime run de.
Fiona: Good girl. ^^
Jakor: Hello, meet up soon.
JiaHao: Best sis<3.>
Aloy: I wont be sad. Love ya.
Samantha: Hais, thanks sister. I love you.
JiaHao: Hope I can do it.
Jerad: I won't be sad.(:
Yc: Sorry. I'm so sorry.
Xiaomei;Michelle: Okay, you takecare too. ^^
JiaHao: Orh, will takecare of myself de.
Yc: You don't like also must like. For the time being only, can? I love you.<3
Joycelyn: I love you too.
Samantha: Thank you sis.
SiewChin: Will happy happy de. ^^
Francis: Haha yea Francis is here.
Hayden: Thanks. ^^
Tiongda: YEA CAN DO IT ! :D
Fiona: You also dont sadsad ar.
Jerad: Korkor okay. ^^
Vanessa: Haha cousin.(: Next time meet we talk heart words.
JiaHao: I will stay strong, you're right.
SiewChin: Yea lor won't cry. Crying bad for eyes.
Clare: Okay, and I won't sad liao.
Zuen: Haha, it's a dream that seems so real.



| 10:53 PM
Second post - Emotional Stress.

I'm seriously having emotional stress right now ever since dontknow when. Want cry but don't really want to cry. Try to be happy but cannot be happy. Happy already will go kisiao. Sometimes happy till laugh but is fake laugh.

If sad will cry like water fountain. Cry already still can laugh? Joke of the year. But that's what I did. Bloody idiot. -.-

I want to sleep. My head very pain. But I just can't get to sleep again. In fact, I want to sleep so I can dream. This few days keep dreaming of him. It's only there that I can see him.

Okay, my head is really very pain now. Why my house no panadol ?! Oh yea, because I ate all of it already. Hais.

Want to call him hear his voice but he playing mahjong at friend's house. Hais. Nvm, I go lie down on my bed and think of his face already. Bye people.

My heart is still very pain.



| 10:40 PM
I found the reason, I found it.

Kay, so today, was like almost faint because of the 2.4km. My heart is like seriously so pain la. I think I pushed myself a tad too hard le.

After school went to meet Jerad, then bused together to go Serangoon to find Donovan. Then find Donovan daddy alr take bus again go the Kovan MRT. -.- Stupid daddy make us walk in circles. Alr say I want go toilet le right? Haha.

Aiya anw today I had a very tiring day and stupid daddy and co keep make me walk. Sorry Donovan, Darren and Clare and the others for giving you guys long faces. I'm okay and just now when I said I want to be alone, I meant it.

I just couldn't think properly. But in the end, I still find out the cause of the problem. I'm gonna kick that "habitual" thingy and put "love" in. Nvm if you peeps don't understand. I understand can already.

Thanks people for the day.



Thursday, April 23, 2009 | 8:44 PM
I see you sad, I even more sad.

Want me tell you guys what I dreamt of yesterday?

I dreamed of Yuancheong and me together. Just the two of us. We were running along this corridor which is a circle. There were houses all around us, we're running so happily, so frantically that we didn't care.

I was holding his hand, the dream was in black and white. (I don't know why also. -.-) Then suddenly I cry, crying so badly. Then I went in his house. He was scolding me. I kept on crying. I lie on his bed, I was so nervous, I woke up crying again.

This dream was so real. I woke up, I saw his message. It was already two plus. I couldn't get back to sleep.

Finally I drifted into my dreams again. I dreamt of him, AGAIN! We were quarrelling again, and I was crying again. I kept holding his hands, as if telling him not to go. And I WOKE UP CRYING AGAIN.

Did my best to be happy in school today. I did laugh you know.(:

I don't know why, I was so emotional during recess. Tears keep welling up in my eyes. I kept telling myself to be strong, and not to let my friends to see me in tears. I hate myself for being such a wimp. I hate myself to be such a crybaby.

How can I get that feeling back again? ):



Wednesday, April 22, 2009 | 9:33 PM
FIFTH POST - WTF ?!

OhmyMAMA ! I found out something. Yc's name is simply everywhere !!! Youtube acc, Blog, school acc, just everywhere ! How am I supposed to live like this. Oh my gosh.

I love you Yuancheong. Muahahaha. Remember okay. Three months. And goodbye 14months love.



| 8:59 PM
Fourth post of my sad day.

Sorry Yuancheong, guess I'm still not matured enough to reach your goals. All the things you asked me to do always, I tried to do. But sometimes, I'm just too tired. Too tired to even try.

Maybe I asked too much of you in the past. Resulting the cause of both of us hurt in this way.

Heh, I was just telling Gordon Ng how next year we'll go ROM together. Two years later marry, three years later have baby, twenty years later I'll be an ahma. Think won't happen anymore le. Hais.

I really don't know why I'll come to this decision. But I hope you'll be happy, genuinely happy. Wish you all the best. Anything come find me. ^^ We'll still be best friends always. Love ya.



| 6:07 PM
Third post - We're not together anymore.

I'm truly happy when I'm with you. I don't know why tears are flowing like water tap. Called Donovan just now. Stupid Darren sang something like, "If you wanna cry, cry on my shoulders."

Make me laugh like siao, then I couldn't stop laughing. Funny thing is, I laugh also got tears rushing down. Then I'll cry, then I'll laugh.

Givan you must be happy. He's still your friend.



| 5:33 PM
Second post - I feel like crying so badly.

I feel so sad, so tired. Sick and what's more coming upnext? Exams are coming, dad and mum wants a 80% in my report card. Like siao, how I get 80%? Hais. At least Fifth Aunt better, 75% in report card.

But I'm so sorry to say that I can't achieve both of their wishes.

I'm so tired, tired till I feel like crying and then go to sleep. I promised everyone I'll study hard. I really did try. But I guess no one could see my effort. Why?

Why is it that everyone sees me as a bad person? Even my parents who live with me for 15 years thinks like this. I feel so miserable.

Lend me your shoulders.



| 4:54 PM
I don't even have the energy to be happy.

Okay, I seriously don't understand him. He says he's easier to get dulan with me now because in the past, he tahan too much of my nonsense already. So now, every little things that I do, he tends to get fed up.

Like wtf ? I really don't understand. We're drifting apart. We keep telling ourselves it's because it's been a long time since we met up. Come on, I think it's just an excuse.

You say, I always don't listen to your words. I did. Don't say it's just this two days. Last time? Yes I admit I was stuborn, in fact very stubborn. But as always, I'll listen to you in the end. Only for some matters that I strictly follow my own rules.

I text you today telling you how I lost the feeling of love. It's true, I've been loving you for so long, I actually forgot how it feels to love someone. In simpler words, I feel numb. Not in a way to say that I don't love you anymore, but in a way to say I don't know how to love a person anymore.

You may not understand what I'm writing. But I know how I feel. I feel just so bloody sad, to think about the past of how we're stick together like a pair of twins. People always say we're sweet together. But what happen now?

Is it my fault? Okay let's just take it as my fault then. Since I did the most wrongs in this relationship. I know very well what I did.

I don't wish to type so much here. I'm sorry I'm such a lousy girlfriend. You can continue to be angry at every little things that I do. Sorry. ):



Tuesday, April 21, 2009 | 9:42 PM
Fourth post - Jolene !! :D

Haha, went by your blog just now uh. Just want to say Thank You here. 'Cause I just can't leave a comment in your blog. Urghh. Anw, love you yea. Takecare of yourself too.

DRINK MORE WATER OKAY. ^^



| 9:32 PM
Third post.

Today one girl told me, April is an unlucky month for couples. Urgh, true man. 'Cause many of my friends break this month. Like YuXiang, Joey they all. -.- Wth !

I just hope that me and Baby won't break.



| 4:30 PM
Second post, HOORAY.

Okay, I'm home early today because Baby wants me to fly home straight after school. And MYE is coming, so why not take this free time of mine to study, right right right? xD

Today, not really much things happen la. Don't wish to say so much also. Anw, thanks YUXIANG for buying it* for me. :D :D :D

Tag's Reply. There's just too much for me to reply on the tagboard. So guess reply here is easier. :x Sorry.

Jiahao: Nah my hand now okay le. Thanks best sis.<3
Vannesa: Haha ! YOYOYOYOYOYO. Love Cousin. x3 x3 x3.
J: Will take care of my finger de, haha !

SiewChin: Aiyo, I mean your post la. Haha.
Clare: Haha, yea I know.
YuXiang: Sian man.
-Linx3: LOL, I thought you two stead ma.
Clare: Okay you're welcome. -.-
Zach: Korkor.(: Okay will stay healthy. You too.
Ivan: :D :D
Samion: Cant find things do then boring ma. Haha.
Gerald: Linked.
Karmy: LOL, people, want VIBRATORS go this website. Thanks. -.- Why you come my blog sell vibrators? Cute sia.
Liyang: Yo! Meet up soon.
Des: Haha, School boring sia.
SiewChin: I miss you too, you better we go play badminton? I sure win you one! :D
Qinna: Linked! :D
Yc: Haha, love ya.
Xiaodoor: Thanks korkor. Meet up soon. :D
Marcus: Relinked bestie.<3
Samantha: You rocks too sister.
Alastair: Haha, yea health more important !! xD
Gerald: Will get better soon.^^
Clare: Aiseh, you tag me sia. I thought you will view and run. Haha!
SiewChin: Huh? What you talking? haha.
Darren: Haha, so good of you wor.
Ax.Believe: Haha, don't want leh, still waiting for friend. -.- Haha.



| 3:54 PM
BORING DAY


Me and my friends.(:










Real Chicken. :D

Jerad acting like a chicken. xD

Drawings I did.








It became >>>


I've got depression. ):


Four of us last year;
I didn't know that I'll be in the same class with them this year. Photo taken in 2008.(:

Pictures of my classmates. They didn't know I took those pics. WAHAHA.









SOON HUAT. -.- Haha cute right?

This classmate of mine is so clever,
he actually use books as leg-stand and sleep on it. Cool man.



Monday, April 20, 2009 | 9:07 PM
Won't be posting for some time as I'm terribly sick.

Sorry people. <3



Sunday, April 19, 2009 | 10:13 AM
Smile because it has happen.

Finally NPCC is over. I'm so tired with my hands wobbling like jelly.

Bye, I'm just gonna sit in front of the computer and stare at it. TIRED !



Friday, April 17, 2009 | 9:58 PM
Fourth Post. - To Donovan Daddy. It's bomb de, so inside make no sense. -.-

Daddy, I know you're feeling down right now over this girl. Yes you feel angry and sad. But this is what love is all about right? Give and take..

Yes this girl's needs is indeed high for you. I know you've tried your best to give her all that you've got. I'm quite proud to say that you're my daddy. Because I've seen that good side of you like finally.(:

I always told you I wanted her to be my mummy, because she's kind and different from other girlfriends that you got. You promised me that you'll try your very best to jio her. But now, I think, if you really love her go for it. If you don't, don't.

She's a nice girl. I think she doesn't want to be hurt again. Not saying that your feelings for her is fake la. I know how much you love her. I see you so sad like that, I also xim tia leh. Wtf, as your nu er I can't do anything to make my papa feel better. Hais. Daddy you must be strong !

Btw, I saw the present you bought for her when I'm in your house.

Darren Quek Quek told me de. Hehe. It's a nice one anyway. ^^

Okay continue. Aiya what to say. Forget alr. Neverminds, I'll always support you in whatever choices you made in life. AND HOR, YUANCHEONG IS VERY VERY VERY GOOD TO ME. And you promise okay, if he good to me, you good to him.

So friend friend okay. ^^ Daddy jiayou jiayou jiayou !



| 8:48 PM
Third Post.

Okay, Speech Day is finally over. Yeah? Feeling super relaxed now.

Okay, not that relaxed. Because MYE is just around the corner ! D; From next Monday onwards, I'm really gonna study hard and not play a fool anymore. I find that studying really helps in your future.

"What is bitter to endure, may be sweet to remember" This sentence is NPCC teach me one.^^

Although I sometimes hate NPCC, but it's a fact that NPCC have really bring lots of memories and it have made me grown up in some ways too. HAHAHA. :D

SecFours are stepping down. Gonna miss them. But don't know how to express my feelings. Hais. ):

Anw, NPCC rocks. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D In some ways only. Sorry seniors. :/



| 12:14 PM
Second post of today.


Yeap, second post of today but I'm using this post to reply all my tags. Haha, wasn't online yesterday, so didn't reply my tags yesterday. Sorry! ):

Tag's Reply! :D

YuXiang: Haha. Lucky lor! xD
Donovan: :D
Desmond: Will meet up soon de, after I got the time. I miss you guys.):
-LInx3: Haha, you and my Jerad bro very close ar. Ahem ahem ar?
Dehan: Thanks for the compliment. Haha.
Sotong: And I'm here to reply you this boy.(:
Francis: Haha. :D :D
Gerald: Takecares too stranger.(:
Karen: Relinked.
Tiongda: Haha, I thought you're doctor?
SiewChin: A few months ar, can la. I wait for you.^^
Samion: Thanks.(:
Ivan: Relinked.
JiaHao: Sorry best sis<3>
JiaHao: Haha, I nothing better to do ma. :D
Liyang: You that time alr say I since young till now never change liao ma. :D
Clare: Lol. .__. Say until like I so bad like that.
DarrenQuek: Haha, kill lor. Why that time see me never kill me? xD
Deyao: yes? Haha. Miss you la.
Jafna: Hello. ^^
Samion: Later I taggy you back. :D :D
EugeneToh: Haha, you're Eugene Toh? Lol, who you ar? .__. psps.
Donovan: WOAH DADDY! YOU WISH ME HAPPY 14 MONTH?! OMG.
Zuen: Hello ello. ^^
Darren: You're so evil, spam in front of me! D; Haha!
Samantha: Sister.(:
Clare: Faster come back school la. Aiyo. Keep sick.
Karen: Okay.
YuXiang: Haha, tag somemore okay. ^^
MiniGlorist: O.o Thanks thanks. Girls please go this website thanks. Lol.
Tiongda: Lala.(:



| 12:05 PM
Stupid girl, I should have known.

Was terribly upset yesterday.

I won't be typing much. Because my finger suddenly got a cut and it hurts. I wonder how come got cut ar? O.o

Today is a better day, I guess. Didn't do much in school. Haha.

Thanks SiewChin. Me and YuanCheong's relationship will surely get better. ^^ Yesterday I found out, that YuanCheong really care for me. And I shouldn't take all his scoldings for granted.

But Baby, this doesn't mean that you can scold me everytime okay. :D

School ended early today due to Speech Day. So I went home early. See Baby I didn't disappoint you. ^^

Going back school later. I still have a parade to rush. Gtg bathe now. Bye people !!

BABY TAG MY BLOG HOR. EVERYTIME READ BO TAG. WANT DIE AR?! xD



Tuesday, April 14, 2009 | 8:21 PM
HAPPY 14th MONTHSARY BABY ! :D

A very happy 14th monthsary to my dearest baby, Lim Yuan Cheong. Clapclaps*

I LOVE YOU BABY !



Sunday, April 12, 2009 | 8:38 PM
I CAME BACK FOR MY THIRD POST

Kay, later calling Jolene and Donovan. Jolene is a very sweet girl. T.T Daddy you chose the right girl man. I'm so proud of you LOL.

I miss all my friends, but I don't feel like going to school for some personal reasons. I'm not sitting beside Uddam anymore. I want to sit beside YuXiang. Uddam and me will "quarrel" de.

Aiyo, I'm feeling so sad right now. Someone help me.):

Bangbang cybergun power x10000000 head shot! EXP level increase x99999999. Grats Givan you level up.



| 4:57 PM
Second post of today.

Lol, I know I just posted 2 minutes ago. ._____.

But I'm like very very very bored ?! So came back post. HEHEHE.

On MSN with YuXiang and Wilson.^^ Wilson's lips bleed just now. Drink more water buddy.^^

YUXIANG JUST CUT HAIR. I'M GONNA LAUGH AT HIM TMR. HAHAHAHAHA.

No la, later I tio beaten up. Bleahs. :P Changed from "imeem.com" to "playlist.com" le. Playlist.com is much more faster in loading then Imeem.com.

Serious, it buffers the songs within seconds ! So cool lor. Imeem.com so SLOW!!

Kk, bye. I gtg bathe. Maybe posting later. xD



| 4:43 PM
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.

Yesterday night was on phone with Donovan Daddy & Jolene, Jerad & HuiLing, and Darren. I mean they're all together. But then keep no battery. .__.

Was supposed to chat with YuanCheong, but he went to ton at his friend's house.

Anw, Donovan papa was singing lullaby, out of boredom I guess. And then I really fell asleep. Idiot.

He kupped the call, and I was lazy to call back, so I went to sleep again. Was supposed to call JiaHao, Francis and AJW. Sorry I didn't call you people. Wasn't really in the mood.

Ohoh, apologies to AJW for making you angry. Although I don't know what the hell I did to make you angry, but, sorry.[:

Today, nothing happened much. Woke up around 9 plus ? Then went back to sleep again. So overall I wake up around 12.30.

After lunch, continued to tidy my room. Found many papers and drawings of YuanCheong. Papers from the our 1st Month till 9th Month. I drew for him but never got the courage to give it to him.

I know, very idiotic. But so? I'm me, deal with it.(:

I even found the love letter I wrote for him when I was his twinny! Those letters are so old already lor. Hahaha. :D

Thank God they're still in tip top condition, is really a miracle lor.^^ Two more days and it'll be Tuesday. The arrival of me and YuanCheong's 14th Month. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh yea, I'll not be posting only one post per day. Too little already. .__. Instead, I'll be posting many posts per day. So, do watch out for my many many posts okay.

AND REMEMBER TO TAG ALSO HOR. I hate people who read my blog but never tag.

Will be posting later. :D



Saturday, April 11, 2009 | 8:29 PM
THIRD POST OF TODAY ! OMG. xD

Post again because I'm bored. Oh, while I was tyding up my room, I found many papers. Papers of Yuancheong. Papers of SiewChin and Joycelyn's condolences when I broke up with Yuancheong.

These papers are last year's. It's really heartwarming to see them again. Omg, I want to cry man.

Looking back at my life, 2009 sucks. 2008 is still the best. Where 2e2 is united and all. BC is always hanging out tgt after school. Now? We're all busy with our own class, our own schedule.

It's funny to see those silly mistakes that I made last year. All those grammer errors and racism remarks on those test papers.

Getting low grades for all my tests, hahaha. It's really brings many memories back. I really miss last year. Where me and Yuancheong is very sweet. Not saying we're not now, but...

I really don't know how I should put it here. I miss last year ! D;






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