I lost me.



Thursday, December 31, 2009 | 12:37 AM
Don't fade away.


A warning, you can choose not to read it. Becuz I'm talking about a boy who was once my best friend. If you choose to read it, then keep comments to yourself. Or else fuck off where I wont even know you exist.

Okay, I'm veh angry now. People change. I've seen it. People changed back to who I knew at first. I've seen it. People changed and not returning to who I want. I've also seen it. But you? I've never seen anyone like YOU.

YOU. You were once my best. The one I talked to when I got problem. The one who listens to my problem. The one who is always there. You're the one. The one I trusted in.

Then you changed. It's okay. Everyone needs new friends, who dont make new friends? But you forgot me. Totally. If you still contacted me every now and then, I would deeply appreciate it. But you never once msg me first. Never.

The messages you sent me were cold. Like we were never best friends before. We see each other sometimes, but we never said a word to each other. I looked at you, but you never once looked at me. Fine.

I dont understand. Why issit that some people can be so good at changing their best friends so fast. Am I not a good listener? Or what? You once told our friends I understand you most. You once said we'll always be good friends. You once said that if I have any problems you'll share it with me, and vice versa.

But that's not what I'm seeing now.

Thank God for you Hayden Yeo. Because you very well know yourself that you changed too. I'm glad you know that. Thank God you wrote all those on your post. I'll never see you as the past Hayden I know of.

Thank you for once being my best.

Okay, I've ranted enough. So a proper post now. Havent been posting for days yea? So.. let's start from the beginning. :)

Friday: I'm not sure what I did that day.
Saturday: No impression.

Sunday: Had tution, then went home and bathed. Changed and went over to Hougang Point to wait for Baby and his friends. Shopped around by myself first, buying things to eat becuz I'm very hungry. Then, Baby and his friends reach Point le. Like finally yea -.-

So.. cabbed to Orchard @ around 7 plus going 8. Had (I forgot what for dinner). It's steamboat de. Then you can order as many plates as you like. But kinda expensive. $42 per person. Not really worth it becuz average everyone didnt really eat alot.

Cabbed back home at I dont know what time.

Monday: Met baby at around 12 plus? If I rmb correctly lah. ^^ Then cabbed over to Garry's house. Chin teng was there already. Slacked till around 3 plus. Then we took MRT over to Orchard. Walked over to Fareast.

Some unhappy things happen. Dont wanna mention about it. Cabbed over to Cathay to watch movie with Baby and friends. The movie is funny, but I dont understand. Anyway, I tried my very best to understand already.

Took MRT to Serangoon. Had Chomp Chomp for dinner. Cabbed home after that @ idk what time.

Tuesday: Met baby again, I forgot we go where already. Oh, I think rot at baby's house till it's time for dinner. I ate alot that day. :D

Then went back baby's house. Watched TV blablabla. Finally went back home at I forgot what time again.

Wednesday: Okay, this is exactly one hour ++ ago. Bought lunch for love and went to his house. Sleep cuz I'm really very tired. Then I accompanied baby go for his Muay Thai training. Woo hooo! It's fucking boring there. But time flies and Baby is suddenly in front of me with his face smiling like a King. :B

Back to Hougang in like 45 mins. We went to 433 :) I rmb today what time I go home. ^.^v 11 plus. Okay. Done posting.

As for Thursday, or should I say later? I'm gonna have lunch with Baby and his mummy then head over for a movie I guess? Not very sure yet. School is starting soon but I havent had enough fun !!! :@

Lazy to upload all peektures. BYE.

I love 627287.







Thursday, December 24, 2009 | 10:02 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE! I love you.

Okay, and today is Christmas Eve. :B On the strike of twelve and it's HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! :D

Stayed @ home the whole day todayyyyyy. Bored ttm can. >:

I hate baby. Becuz he's totally obsessed with maple. Grrrrr. I'll have my revenge one day. :B

I miss last year. But too bad it's different now. Everything changed.

Hmm, I wish Santa could come and grant my wish. >: He disappeared and didnt visit me for like years already y'know! Hate him ttm for not visiting me. ROAAAAAAAAR !

Blaaaaaaaahssssss. I have nothing to post anymore. Brain totally blank can. Byebye.

Have a happy Christmas! <:



Wednesday, December 23, 2009 | 10:55 PM
Gonna maple after this post <:

Woke up early in the morning today just becuz I need to pei my mummy and brother to peicai secondary. My brother next year going Peicai Sec. Kinda disappointed, I wanted him to go to Peihwa. It's a good school with good enviroment. -.-

Most impt is my dearest baby is there. :B

AND NOW I KNOW WHY I GO OUT WILL ALWAYS LOST. Becuz my mummy brought me and my brother go for a half an hour walk. We're lost -.-

Lost for half an hour somemore, power.

Then then , called daddy for help. Haha! Daddy bring us go Peicai Sec. :D Bloody hell there so crowded. -.-

Then I sit down there hear songs blablabla. Msging baby too. Was freakingly bored there. But no choice. *pouts*

After all those stuffs, we went over to my school outside the coffeeshop (107) to have lunch. Saw many teachers and friends. I go out eat with family like got wrong liddat. Mr Larry Lim shout my name like i deaf liddat -.- Worst thing is he right beside me only. DIAOZSXZSXZ

Haha, he forever like to shout. ZZZZZZ.

Went back home after lunch, the helped brother packed his book. Quick bath, although baby say it's not a very quick one. -.-!

Baby's home next. Brownie today kisiao. But he still as cute as always. <: I love Brownie :B

And Maple is baby's second wife. He addicted to it like bees attracted to honey. Dont even care me. Humph. After your maple addiction gone you just wait and see how I ignore you :P

Ciaoz!



Tuesday, December 22, 2009 | 7:08 PM
Not loving you is harder than you know.

Hmm , okay. So, obviously I changed my blogskin. ^.^v But I doubt this blogskin will last for very long, cuz I always changed after a few weeks. I cant seem to be interested in something for very long uh. O.O

Sunday was my grandparents' birthday celebration. *grins* It's fun okeh! My aunts and uncles open three mahjong table, LOLZXSZXS.

Then at night had a dancing session. HAHA! Shant elaborate lah, so malu can!

Met Baby on Monday, he make me so pissed off in the morning. >:( Was about to meet Michelle @ Plaza for pool, but then Baby suddenly called me and say he woke up le. O.O So ofc I met my baby first, cuz I 4 days never see him le.

Sorry Michelle. Me luv you manyzsxzsx!

Didnt meet baby today, was having a spilt headache when I woke up. Wasnt really in a good mood today. But after awhile the frustrations all cleared up and I was happy happy again. *winks*

Searched for blogskins and blahhh, from afternoon I do till now ley! Damnit, waste so much of my timeeee.

Ohya, I deleted many links from my blog. Deleted ones are links that are invalid. ^.^v

Kkay, pictures taken on Sunday @ Grandparents' house.

All the pictures are very blur, cuz I use the front camera ; thus the quality.















Sunday, December 20, 2009 | 11:44 AM

Hmm . So, it's been 5 days since I last posted :D Hehehe, lazy lazy. Bo bian :D

Tuesday: Cannot remember what I do.
Wednesday: Think is have steamboat with baby's sister and her boyfriend.
Thursday: I also cant remember.
Friday: Never go out :D Dad and mum very happy. :D Stay @ home play maple with baby(OMG) and brother.
Saturday: Lengthen parents' happiness, also never go out :D stay at home play maple with same ppl. Adding Dylan and some maple friends. :D

Today, went for tuition. Woo, so boring. I SAW LIM JUN WEI. He from my primary school one HAHA.

Then he was like "I going for tution leh."
Me: Yea, I also going what.
Him: I going that tution centre leh. *point point*
Me: Yeaps, me too. *give him a big big smile*
Him: *unbelievable look* omg, WHY?!

HAHAHAAH. TUTION WITH ME VERY XIASWEY MEH. Gonna quit that tution soon :D It's so boring there. Oh yeah oh yea, Baby and his family went Malaysia today for a one-day trip. Hope he have fun there.

Although it's impossible to really enjoy but then .. oh whatever.

I love you baby.(HUGS)



Monday, December 14, 2009 | 10:50 PM
Okay, first half of today was ruined. -.- Nehminds, dont talk about it.


Met Baby @ 12 today at my house downstairs. Made baby wait for quite awhile, sorry kay? Luvluv.

Compass Point to get the cat Baby bought for me. ROFLMAOSSSSS. It was cute lah. (grins) Thanks baby.

Then, AMK next to get my money. Rivervale Plaza to have lunch with Baby @ Koufu. Blk 140 to find Emily. Fucking stupid make me walk under hot sun knn. Fucked up. But baby was more pissed off than me. -.-

Cabbed back to baby's house. Watched TV, then baby slept! All the way till 6 plus damnit. Make me so bored keep watching okto.

Finally baby woke up. Watched the 7PM show on channel 8. Then he go bathe and went down to Hougang Point to have dinner with him.

Slacked with him and Gary till 940 and I went home while the two boys went to Rivervale Mall to find their friends.

I need more pictures with friends. :( AHHHHH! Daddy wants to use my laptop. Ugh, bye.







Sunday, December 13, 2009 | 8:38 PM
I just changed my blogskin. Woo, not very nice. Hahah, but I'm bored of my old blogskin. So yeah, had to change it or else I won't even come in to post. :D

'm msging Jillian now. Love her many many <3>So, went over to Baby's house today when I was supposed to be having tution. I just don't feel like going. :( Slacked at his house blablabla. Then around 4 plus go home already.

Once reached home, played with laptop. Brother came back from outside and snatched my laptop. :( Very bad, so I used the desktop. LOL. :D

Okay, my tagboard is dead. Fucking dead. -.- Tag me to know you exist please. zzzzz.


No new pictures taken, except with Baby. But very ugly, so dont want to post up here ^.^v


Old pictures instead? Tmr I'll be taking many many pictures w Jillian & Chinteng @ chalet. :)








Saturday, December 12, 2009 | 9:39 PM
HEY YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Okay, Baby msg me at 9AM today to tell me go his house. He ordered Mac Delivery HAHAHA. So I chiong bathe and made toast for him ^.^v

Then blablabla. Sleep, watch TV. Baby's eldest sister came back from her overseas trip already. Hahah, she bought for me and baby each one keychain. Very nice :D

Went down to 433 cos baby want see his friends. Shawn, Darren, and one more guy. Erm, Jasper or Jacob. Cant rmb what name was there too.

Slacked there till 9 plus and then baby went Shawn's house to ton already. End of today BYE.

& HI BABY. I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT TOOOOOOOOOOO. <3



Friday, December 11, 2009 | 8:10 PM
DESKTOP AND LAPTOP FIXED. HOOOOOOOOOORAY!!!!

Okay, I'm back HAHAHAHA. Nothing to blog about today, so yeah, bye.

MarcusA is a retarded retard. ^.^v I love you lah baby.






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