Thursday, December 31, 2009 | 12:37 AM
Don't fade away.
A warning, you can choose not to read it. Becuz I'm talking about a boy who was once my best friend. If you choose to read it, then keep comments to yourself. Or else fuck off where I wont even know you exist.
Okay, I'm veh angry now. People change. I've seen it. People changed back to who I knew at first. I've seen it. People changed and not returning to who I want. I've also seen it. But you? I've never seen anyone like YOU.
YOU. You were once my best. The one I talked to when I got problem. The one who listens to my problem. The one who is always there. You're the one. The one I trusted in.
Then you changed. It's okay. Everyone needs new friends, who dont make new friends? But you forgot me. Totally. If you still contacted me every now and then, I would deeply appreciate it. But you never once msg me first. Never.
The messages you sent me were cold. Like we were never best friends before. We see each other sometimes, but we never said a word to each other. I looked at you, but you never once looked at me. Fine.
I dont understand. Why issit that some people can be so good at changing their best friends so fast. Am I not a good listener? Or what? You once told our friends I understand you most. You once said we'll always be good friends. You once said that if I have any problems you'll share it with me, and vice versa.
But that's not what I'm seeing now.
Thank God for you Hayden Yeo. Because you very well know yourself that you changed too. I'm glad you know that. Thank God you wrote all those on your post. I'll never see you as the past Hayden I know of.
Thank you for once being my best.
Okay, I've ranted enough. So a proper post now. Havent been posting for days yea? So.. let's start from the beginning. :)
Friday: I'm not sure what I did that day.
Saturday: No impression.
Sunday: Had tution, then went home and bathed. Changed and went over to Hougang Point to wait for Baby and his friends. Shopped around by myself first, buying things to eat becuz I'm very hungry. Then, Baby and his friends reach Point le. Like finally yea -.-
So.. cabbed to Orchard @ around 7 plus going 8. Had (I forgot what for dinner). It's steamboat de. Then you can order as many plates as you like. But kinda expensive. $42 per person. Not really worth it becuz average everyone didnt really eat alot.
Cabbed back home at I dont know what time.
Monday: Met baby at around 12 plus? If I rmb correctly lah. ^^ Then cabbed over to Garry's house. Chin teng was there already. Slacked till around 3 plus. Then we took MRT over to Orchard. Walked over to Fareast.
Some unhappy things happen. Dont wanna mention about it. Cabbed over to Cathay to watch movie with Baby and friends. The movie is funny, but I dont understand. Anyway, I tried my very best to understand already.
Took MRT to Serangoon. Had Chomp Chomp for dinner. Cabbed home after that @ idk what time.
Tuesday: Met baby again, I forgot we go where already. Oh, I think rot at baby's house till it's time for dinner. I ate alot that day. :D
Then went back baby's house. Watched TV blablabla. Finally went back home at I forgot what time again.
Wednesday: Okay, this is exactly one hour ++ ago. Bought lunch for love and went to his house. Sleep cuz I'm really very tired. Then I accompanied baby go for his Muay Thai training. Woo hooo! It's fucking boring there. But time flies and Baby is suddenly in front of me with his face smiling like a King. :B
Back to Hougang in like 45 mins. We went to 433 :) I rmb today what time I go home. ^.^v 11 plus. Okay. Done posting.
As for Thursday, or should I say later? I'm gonna have lunch with Baby and his mummy then head over for a movie I guess? Not very sure yet. School is starting soon but I havent had enough fun !!! :@
Lazy to upload all peektures. BYE.
I love 627287.
A warning, you can choose not to read it. Becuz I'm talking about a boy who was once my best friend. If you choose to read it, then keep comments to yourself. Or else fuck off where I wont even know you exist.
Okay, I'm veh angry now. People change. I've seen it. People changed back to who I knew at first. I've seen it. People changed and not returning to who I want. I've also seen it. But you? I've never seen anyone like YOU.
YOU. You were once my best. The one I talked to when I got problem. The one who listens to my problem. The one who is always there. You're the one. The one I trusted in.
Then you changed. It's okay. Everyone needs new friends, who dont make new friends? But you forgot me. Totally. If you still contacted me every now and then, I would deeply appreciate it. But you never once msg me first. Never.
The messages you sent me were cold. Like we were never best friends before. We see each other sometimes, but we never said a word to each other. I looked at you, but you never once looked at me. Fine.
I dont understand. Why issit that some people can be so good at changing their best friends so fast. Am I not a good listener? Or what? You once told our friends I understand you most. You once said we'll always be good friends. You once said that if I have any problems you'll share it with me, and vice versa.
But that's not what I'm seeing now.
Thank God for you Hayden Yeo. Because you very well know yourself that you changed too. I'm glad you know that. Thank God you wrote all those on your post. I'll never see you as the past Hayden I know of.
Thank you for once being my best.
Okay, I've ranted enough. So a proper post now. Havent been posting for days yea? So.. let's start from the beginning. :)
Friday: I'm not sure what I did that day.
Saturday: No impression.
Sunday: Had tution, then went home and bathed. Changed and went over to Hougang Point to wait for Baby and his friends. Shopped around by myself first, buying things to eat becuz I'm very hungry. Then, Baby and his friends reach Point le. Like finally yea -.-
So.. cabbed to Orchard @ around 7 plus going 8. Had (I forgot what for dinner). It's steamboat de. Then you can order as many plates as you like. But kinda expensive. $42 per person. Not really worth it becuz average everyone didnt really eat alot.
Cabbed back home at I dont know what time.
Monday: Met baby at around 12 plus? If I rmb correctly lah. ^^ Then cabbed over to Garry's house. Chin teng was there already. Slacked till around 3 plus. Then we took MRT over to Orchard. Walked over to Fareast.
Some unhappy things happen. Dont wanna mention about it. Cabbed over to Cathay to watch movie with Baby and friends. The movie is funny, but I dont understand. Anyway, I tried my very best to understand already.
Took MRT to Serangoon. Had Chomp Chomp for dinner. Cabbed home after that @ idk what time.
Tuesday: Met baby again, I forgot we go where already. Oh, I think rot at baby's house till it's time for dinner. I ate alot that day. :D
Then went back baby's house. Watched TV blablabla. Finally went back home at I forgot what time again.
Wednesday: Okay, this is exactly one hour ++ ago. Bought lunch for love and went to his house. Sleep cuz I'm really very tired. Then I accompanied baby go for his Muay Thai training. Woo hooo! It's fucking boring there. But time flies and Baby is suddenly in front of me with his face smiling like a King. :B
Back to Hougang in like 45 mins. We went to 433 :) I rmb today what time I go home. ^.^v 11 plus. Okay. Done posting.
As for Thursday, or should I say later? I'm gonna have lunch with Baby and his mummy then head over for a movie I guess? Not very sure yet. School is starting soon but I havent had enough fun !!! :@
Lazy to upload all peektures. BYE.
I love 627287.
Givan Lim Yukikko