I lost me.



Saturday, August 1, 2009 | 11:01 AM
I just realised something.

I found out that .. those spammers and those people who're spreading rumours, wants to see me go down, and never pick myself up again.

Well, they got their goals.

I still havent been talking to my parents, whenever they hear my voice, they just kup the call. We see each other, we don't even say a word. It's not that I never try to talk to them, they just won't reply me.

Relatives saying that if my grandparents die, it's my fault. So, my fault again. Everything's my fault. I just don't understand why.

My friends, it's very complicated. 433 slackers, yes, we were once a big group. Now, it's been seperated into two groups. One part stayed in 433, another part stayed in another side of Hougang.

My good friends there wants us to go back to 433. I know and I will. So now, it's our fault. Because we never understand your feelings. I'm sorry my boyfr took away H from you guys. I'll make sure we won't change him, no matter what.

Spammers coming into my blog right after me and M got tgt. I can take this in the beginning, I can take it if M's there. Till now, there are still people spamming. It's been a month already, aren't you guys bored? Why must you all torture me like this.

Why must you people go around telling others things that I didn't do. Why must you people accuse me. Why must you people come my blog spam when I did nothing to you. Hate me for all you like.

You people send me crashing down, you guys won. White flags up, I take a step back.

I surrender. I have no trust in myself anymore. Thank you.

Tag's reply.
Samion: You didn't.
Pb: Your english sucks. Correct them please.
Hayden: Fuck care them.
BANKAI: Hello. :)






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