I lost me.



Sunday, July 26, 2009 | 7:52 PM
I am nothing without you.
(Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, but I mean those words.)

I saw the sad part of Baby today, and my heart couldn't find any way to make myself happy anymore. I'm a failure girlfriend because I can't make him happy when he's sad, while he always could crack up some jokes just to make me smile.

So .. my life's in a mess now. I still ain't able to talk to my parents yet. It's already the fourth day. Will it accumulate to one week? Then one month to one year, followed by ten years?

How can I take this, please God, I'm just a teen. Not some experienced and matured old lady. I'll still make mistakes, but why ain't I given a second chance. Answer: I've used up too many second chances that they've given me.

Anyway, went tuition today with Baby, Hayden and Clare. Piang eh, is total slacking okay. Not even studying because the teacher doesn't even care about us!

&&, I'm still waiting for SERENE WOON BEI CHUN to send me my picture, or else my blog will be pictureless. Wtf.
I want you to know with everything, I won't let this go.
This words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know.
'Cause I'll bleed out my heart to show that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did, so I won't let this go.
'Cause it's true, I'm nothing without you.
Tag's Reply
Hayden: Yea, secret. HOT HOT HOT!! XD
Samion: You didn't give me your psw, how to help you change. Hahaha.
Randolph: You're Ryan's brother right .. ? Hahaha, okay. ^^ Last long with your girlfriend okay!
Emilyn: Love die you too, sister.
Desmond: HEYHEYHEY, HAHAHA. SHE CHANGE BECAUSE OF ME LAAAAA !! Hahaha, see you soon kay DESMOND HO WEI TONG :D :D






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