Yup, this post is expecially for my dear friend, Amelia. Faithful readers who read my blog since last year will know who this dear girl is.

Yes, Amelia is my good friend. My all-time joker, my 24/7 listener, my protector. A friend since young. My childhood friend.[: A pity she's gone to a nicer place 7 months, three days ago.

If you don't know what I'm talking about, she've passed away. It's gonna be one year since she's gone soon.

Amelia, do you even have any idea what I've been through this 7 months when you're gone? I miss you so much. So many things happen to me, and you'll always be the first to know my problems.

But now, I have to resort to keeping to myself. I yearn for a shoulder to lean, a listening ear to share my worries. But I don't trust anyone. You're the girl whom I trust for years. You build up your trust yourself.

You're one true friend. I remember that day, I was upset with Yuancheong because he told me something. Suddenly, your mum called and told me the mishap. How am I supposed to accept it?

My heart was thumping, tears are flowing. A friend whose been with me since 3 year old, or maybe even younger, gone just like that. A good friend is hard to find, promises are even harder to keep.

Remember we both hook our finger during primary school days? We will meetup in the night and play at the playground just nearby my house. There was one day, we were talking in the playground, and we hook our fingers, telling ourself that we'll keep the promise that we'll be together forever.

You didn't keep that promise.

I really miss you. So so much. Thinking back on what we did last time, how can I not feel sad? How can I not appreciate what you did for me those years? Being with me for years since young, you'll always be my one true friend.

I hope you'll feel better in where ever you are now.

How can a true friendship torn apart just so delicately ?