I lost me.



Thursday, April 23, 2009 | 8:44 PM
I see you sad, I even more sad.

Want me tell you guys what I dreamt of yesterday?

I dreamed of Yuancheong and me together. Just the two of us. We were running along this corridor which is a circle. There were houses all around us, we're running so happily, so frantically that we didn't care.

I was holding his hand, the dream was in black and white. (I don't know why also. -.-) Then suddenly I cry, crying so badly. Then I went in his house. He was scolding me. I kept on crying. I lie on his bed, I was so nervous, I woke up crying again.

This dream was so real. I woke up, I saw his message. It was already two plus. I couldn't get back to sleep.

Finally I drifted into my dreams again. I dreamt of him, AGAIN! We were quarrelling again, and I was crying again. I kept holding his hands, as if telling him not to go. And I WOKE UP CRYING AGAIN.

Did my best to be happy in school today. I did laugh you know.(:

I don't know why, I was so emotional during recess. Tears keep welling up in my eyes. I kept telling myself to be strong, and not to let my friends to see me in tears. I hate myself for being such a wimp. I hate myself to be such a crybaby.

How can I get that feeling back again? ):






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