I lost me.



Sunday, March 8, 2009 | 2:21 PM
-Edited.

Let that love fly away.

I still don't know what should I say here. I desperately need someone to talk to. Someone. Please.



"NOTHING LAST FOREVER,

dear reader's,
yeah, its true that nothing gonna last forever. but whatever it is, cherish whatever you have now or you regret it in future. maybe some of you guys out there wont be agreeing with mi, but thats how i think. what im posting now its for my bestie, Givan. bestie, i know that you had lots of up & down with yc, you had broke up & patched many times with him. you are in deep love with him. but, one thing is, by doing all these things, do you think that its worth? nah, im not saying that its not worth, anyway, im in no position to say that as well. but if you think that its still worth after the wonderful 1year plus with him, im telling you, you're a great girl. anyway, no matter what happen, you still have a wonderful bestie here that will support you all the way. i know your pattern, in your blog you may say that "this is not a sad post", but in your heart, you are feeling the pain over & over again. so, for everyone's sake, please! cheer up my dear bestie ok? ;D"



Quoted from MarcusBestie's blog. Not even one word is missing. ^^I cried when I see this post. Really reminds me of the times I have with Yc. Bestie, I'm really really touched to have you as my best friend.
You've taken good care of me this few months. As a brother, as a bestie. You gave me advice so I can improve my relationship with Yc. You make me think, so I can do what's right and know my mistake from all my wrongs.

Seriously, you're a great guy and Jasmine is lucky to have you as her boyfriend. I, Givan Lim, will always be there for you. Last long with your girlfriend and Monday if possible, come find me. I really got lots of things to say to you. I need a listening ear and a shoulder. But don't worry, I won't borrow you shoulder. Haha. I'll borrow Joycelyn, Shayne & SiewChin's shoulder.

I'm glad you know my "pattern". Haha. Yea it's true that although my mouth says that "this is not a sad post", deep inside my heart, it really hurts. Bestie, I really don't know why I'll break with him. Seriously I don't. I also want Yc back, but there's something pulling me back.

I can't forget those times I have with him. It's just so memorable. Ups and downs, we've all been through and overcome it together le. But I'm just such a spoiler. Everytime have to make him unhappy. You should know, right?

I'm just not good enough for him. Bestie, tell me what to do? D;


-----edited.
Thanks Marcus, WANGZI*, Joycelyn, AngJunWei, Jiankuo, FRANCIS*, Benedict & Shayne for being there for me. Oh yea and Wilson too, for telling me that he loves slacking in the toilet because of some reasons. -.- HAHA!






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