twenty-one

I lost me.

Thursday, March 26, 2009 | 7:41 PM

I'm tired, very tired.

I'm gonna have a breakdown soon. Someone please help my friend. Please. I know I can't take it any longer. Once I lose control of myself, I don't know what I'll do. Maybe go do some bashing up? I don't know.

Went to find SC after school with Joycelyn and Elton. Knocked on the door but no one answered. J called SC's house and her mum answered. Didn't get to go in her house still. D;

Siewchin, I really miss you. I know the hard time that you're having now. What's over is over. No point getting heartbroken over it. I know it's easy for me to say but hard for you to do. I know because I've been through all this too.

Losing someone you love is really painful. I've lost my loved ones too and I've also learned to cherish life. Although you may see that I'm immatured and childish, deep inside my heart I treasure each and every one of my friends.

Even without that boy, there's still us. We'll still be there for you. There'll be me, Joycelyn, Shayne, Elton, Wilson, JianKuo, Feihu, Keane, Uddam and many others that care for you.

I know you're having problems with your family too. You must be damn stress right now. I'm sorry I couldn't do much to lessen that burden of yours. You must be feeling so down right now.

But whatever you do, I hope that you'll be strong. "It's the faith that keeps me going". SiewChin, if I ever pass the faith over to you, will you be strong and keep going forward towards life?

Don't be dishearten. We look forward to your coming back to school. I love you.

Went to look for Elton, then send J home so that she can bathe. Waited in the playground for like half an hour, then she came down. Got to know a new baby child, named Joven. Had been in touch with children lately. I don't know what is happening to me. Fuck.

Went LJS to eat MacDonald's. Okay, I know the sentence is weird. Meaning I went LJS, but I didn't eat their food, but I bought Mac over.

Ate finish and left J and her boyfr there so that they can have some peaceful time studying together. Or else J will keep on complain that I keep make her laugh. Hais.

Went to 433 with E next. Spent some time waiting for Jesse that prince to come down. Played catching with Jesse, China, and Eugene. Fun.

China went home, before she went home, she gave me a drawing. On the little piece of paper, it wrote "LOVE" plus a little heart. So sweet of China. She's just a small lil child but she knows everything about love. I'm really proud of her.

China gave one to Michelle too. So sweet of her isn't it?

Went home after that. Love my friends.

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