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I lost me.

Monday, March 9, 2009 | 6:43 PM

The best I've ever had.

Reached school today, friends were asking how am I. Wilson shook me so hard that my bag strap drop. ._. Shayne kept hugging me, saying that everything will be alright. People stared at me and asked if I'm okay. Really surprised at such attention I'm getting just over a breakup. Haha, but well friends, I'm fine. Thanks. You guys just made my day. :D

Had reading period, after reading period, I told Arvin that I'm a cicvilised person because of I forgot some reasons. What he said shocked me. He looked at me like a goldfish and said that if I'm civilised, the whole world will be civilised too. I was like so shocked?!

Hey, I'm super civilised okay. I don't anyhow say "Go and die la." Hahaha.[:

Went class, had bad stomache pain. Been like this for 3 whole days le!! ><>

Henry looked emo in class today. Henry, a piece of advice from me. Look on the bright side, I'll protect you! :D Uddam super funny today. Forgotten why.

Chinese lesson came and teacher was like keep staring at me 'cause I said "What the Fuck". But I thought teacher is so familiar to hearing me say le. So why he still stare at me? O.o After Chinese lesson, I thought I heard someone say something through the window in Tamil. Was like thinking which person speaking in Tamil till so fast.

Turned and then saw is my own Chinese teacher! My head jitao blank sia. I sat down there thinking, why the hell is my CHINESE teacher speaking to me in TAMIL ?!?!

After a while, I finally made out that he's speaking Chinese. Oh dear, my ears are giving me trouble. ><

English teacher came very fast. Cant blame, typical Singaporeans. :D She was so angry when trying to get us to the computer lab. She said she was so ashamed of my class and told us not to tell others that she's our teacher. With that, she walked away angrily. I was like down there telling the class "Orh hor, another teacher gone. See la! Make her angry." ZZZ.

Talked to Marcus during recess. Maths next, kept going to the toilet. Told teacher I got bladder problem. Eh, I never say lies okay. I really need go toilet, not fake one. But bladder problem is fake one la. .__.

Okay, Biology next. No comments on that subjects. I today got study Bio okay. Next, D&T. Many people pon. Then they say Damien go sabo those people. So tomorrow Damien sure kena whack. Haha.

Slacked with Aloy to wait for JianKuo and Uddam to come. After that, went home. Wtf, the bus very long sia. Saw Wilson in the bus stop. Was like waiting with him for maybe slightly more then half an hour ? Stupid bus. Either is make me late go school in the morning, or is make me late go home in the evening. ZZZ.

Reached home eat, sleep liao. Bored to death le la. Oh yea, before I forget, I've to reply Marcus post. So here it goes :

"ok, let mi tell you what you should do bestie,
1. i'm also touched to have you as my bestie. you have helped mi alot too.
2. all i can say is, i got the rights to takecare of you, you're younger & so called " immature " then mi. thats why.
3. please, do not call mi a great guy, im not that great. you're are a great girlfriend to YC in my mind ok.
4. dont worry, tomorrow i sure go find you during recess. talk to mi all you want, im a listening ear. & if you need, i can borrow you my shoulder, just dont make dirty my uniform.
5. of cause i know your pattern. even i had only known you for less then a year, i think i still understand you more than you understand mi. am i right?
6. you said you dont know why you break with him? oh, com'on, there a reason behind every movement. but whatever it is, once over its over, carry on with your wonderful good life with so many wonderful friends beside you.
7. definitely, you cant forget those memories with him. hey, bestie. 1year leh, not 1day. up & down leh, you think what? stright road ar? so easy go jiu good le. but anyway, you must still try to erase some of those bad memories & keep good memories. cheer up ;D
8. lastly, who says that you are not good for him? you are perfect ok!
From : MarcusL( bestie )"

Same thing, not a word is missing. Bestie, what immature, is I grow up liao you all cant see only! I never do kiddo things liao you know. :D Anyway, you also quite childish what.[:

Hais, why am I a great girlfriend? I seriously don't think I am lor. Do so many things to make him angry. Supposed to be him who's the great guy. Seriously ar Bestie, the next time he got a girlfriend right, I sure happy for him and his girlfriend de. He really very good, too good.

& BESTIE, YOU ARE A GREAT GUY. YOU ARE YOU ARE YOU ARE!! XD

Aiseh, who want dirty your uniform wor. My tears are CLEAN!! HAHAHA. And, you sure you know me better then I know you? Later the other way round I laugh ar. Haha. But seriously, we've known each other for like less than a year, I really wonder how we even became friends. I forget how I know you le leh. .__.

Yes, I really don't know why I break with him. I guess the reason is that I want to be alone. I love him, you should know how much I love him. I mean, people have been telling me that they all can FEEL MY LOVE FOR HIM. Like WOW, even others can feel it. I'll heed your advice and carry on my life with many wonderful friends. :D But one thing for sure is that I believe, one day me and yc sure will patch de. Once I sort it out. I'm sure we will.

I'll keep those best memories I have with him forever. He's still the best that I've ever had. Known in my heart and known to the world.

& COME ON! I'M NOT PERFECT! :D I'll never be a good girlfriend. I've just that low expectations of myself. How to upgrade myself ar ?! Haha. :D

Bestie, three days without your girlfriend will sure be torturous(idk how to spell) for you. I'm sure your girlfriend won't be able to take it too. But believe me, three days will soon be over. Last time me and yc also what. I NPCC, so many camps to attend. In the end we also get it over with. And our feelings also never fade. Believe in yourself and the love that is shared between you two.

Lastly, take good care of yourself. You know what I mean. With your condition like this, please la, don't be that strong anymore. Weak abit for a while won't die de. Just take good care of yourself. Yea, besties forever. :D

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