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I lost me.

Friday, January 30, 2009 | 1:55 PM

Morning started okok lor.
Didn't saw the face I wanted to see like so long ago.
But neverminds, I don't care le.
Whether I saw that guy, Nonono. I shouldn't blog about it here. :x
Okay, was super fucking fuck fucked fucks fuck pissed off just now ?
That guy right, actually told my best friend, whom I'm not going to mention for privacy sake, called me a bitch. & Even said I've a big mouth.
Oh thanks for the compliment yo, though I don't really need it as it's from you. ^^
Well, whether I've a big mouth or not, I'll leave it to you to decide of course.
I've no reason to be so angry over you, right ?
& You MERELY said I'm a bitch, and that I've a big mouth, RIGHT ?
All this are decided and said out by you.
The thought go through your big brain and you say it out from your mouth.
I've no reason to say that you're at fault.
But I've to say this KID,
I DID NOT SPILL OUT THE FACT THAT YOU SMOKE.
SO DON'T YOU DARE COME ACCUSE ME AND SAY THAT I BETTER SHUT MY MOUTH.
You can ask Shayne okay, when she asked me, did I even say out anything? I don't even care ! I just told her, " nothing la. I don't know lor, it's his problem so I don't care."
ASK HER YOURSELF.
You can say that I'm a bitch, I respected you, didn't I?
I said that it's your mouth, you can say whatever you like.
But hey, then I can tell you, that it's MY mouth TOO, & therefore I can say whatever I LIKE TOO, isn't it ?
But be thankful that I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU SMOKING OKAY.
Want smoke, be daring la. Why must you steal your father's cigg leh ?
Smoke also want pose ar?
No wonder I heard from people that you was caught.
HA ! Serves you right, stupid.
& do you know something ?
Not many people actually likes you, you don't know about this right ?
Know why they don't like you?
'Cause you've got serious attitude problem.
So now, it's not only ME hating YOU.
It's MANY PEOPLE hating YOU too.
I know you hate me, and I hate you too.
We're sort of quits right now, say so ?
You think you're the only one who can hate people ?
HA, please don't be so naive okay.
Whatever, as I'm not gonna care about you anymore.
I'm washing your hands off you, nono, I've washed my hands off you a LONG time ago.
So, whatever you say behind my back, which is so shameful of you to do that, is none of my business.
This is gonna be the last time I'll ever be anrgy at you.
Just my luck to be in the same class as you, isn't is LIEW JUNWEI ?
Be honoured that your name is up in my blog.
Big enough for everyone to see. Proud of your name ? I hope you feel that way.
Takecares, fuck.

There's another thing that is on my mind for a long time now.
I know everyone thinks that I'm hong or flirt or whatever.
Yea, I WAS.
Not now.
Please, get the fact right before you guys go around spreading rumours about me.
I've never even seen or talk to you guys before, so how the fuck did you even want to spread rumours that are not true about me ?
I've forgived you so many so many times.
Saying that me and my current stead got together because he touched me and he forced me to be with him?
Whatever you think, my conscience is clear and I've nothing to hide.
Be ashamed of yourself, being older then me.
You don't even know how to think.
Stop your nonsense and let a peaceful life, or your retribution will come soon.
Don't even know me yet say all kinds of hurtful words.
Do you all even know how much it hurts to be called something you're NOT ?
I guess not, right ?
You think you lead the whole world, and the world must listen to you.
So you can go around saying things that hurt others.
Then you're wrong, terribly wrong.
You're just a loser, a loser who desperately wants attention from others.
Think of it yourself my dear girl.
You're a girl and I'm one too.
So why can't you even understand how I feel when you say out all this things ?
Do you even know that your boyfriend loves you alot ?
He even asked me to forgive you.
But you ?
You hurt him times again and again.
I've told him to forget you, but he can't.
This is how much he loves you.
He loves you so much that he can sacrifice his manly pride and come to me begging me to forgive you for your foolishness.
It's not just once y'know.
It's ALOT OF TIMES, and he always beg me sincerely, saying that you'll stop saying all this.
He loves you so much that he doesn't even wants to tell you that he knows me.
So girl, please okay. STOP HARRASSING ME.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. =.-
And yet you can say all this, hais.
That's how powerful a girl can get when she's jealous/angry about someone or something.
Poor thing right. ZZZZ.

Okay Givan's finished venting her anger.
Let's just say how lucky she is to have caring friends by her side, always.

In school, my friends don't allow me to drink/eat anything that is cold. So bad right.
But I know they care, that's why they do this.
I'm a lucky girl ! :D
But then no need to love me so much till plain water also don't let me drink ma. =.-
I know it's cold, but only abit ? ): Hahaha.
Okay off to play Pet Society now. Later going out eat with Joycelyn and Shayne.
I'm still in the school library you know! XD

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