I lost me.



Monday, October 20, 2008 | 6:15 PM
Due to overwhelming boredom, I have decided to post another for today despite already having another post for today's. :D

Sorry Baby for disturbing you studying today. I didn't mean it.

You know what? You shouldn't have said "Leave me Alone. I want to study in quiet."


I was like thinking, I'm just so damn freaking extra. Shouldn't have talked to you. Now I don't even know whether I should talk to you in msn or call you. I'm in such a dilemma. If I called you now and talked to you, will you say to me to leave you alone ? OhGosh.

And my friend, my very good friend, just passed away. D:

Me and her have been super duper wooper good friends. In fact, other dhen all my pri sch friends, sec sch friends, outside sch friends, if you want me to rank her, I'll rank her number 2 in my heart.

She's always there for me. Be it if I'm sad, happy, angry, no matter what type of emotions I'm having, she's a dear to me. I know I'm such a bitch for not giving you a present when you turned 14. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm such an idiot I forgot to call you out on my birthday, yet you still bothers to call me and wish me a "Happy Birthday". I'm sorry you're always there for me while I'm not. I'm sorry for pushing you when you were 8 and caused you a scar on your knee. I'm sorry for making you cry just because I am sad myself. I'm sorry I don't know how to appreciate a friend like you while you know how to appreciate me. You promised to wok with me when we grow up. You promised never to forget me. You promised that you will always be there for me. Now who'll be there when I cry. Why aren't you there ? I miss you. I want to be with you bestie. YOU LIAR. YOU DIDNT KEEP YOUR PROMISE. I WANT YOU BACK SOTONG LOVABLE SILLY. OhDearGod, why am i crying while posting this?

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